...what I learned from the first...

Never realized how much I hurt the other.

Never realized how unsuccessful I was with reading people.

Never realized how pretentious I was.

Never realized how hopeless I was.

Never realized how much I learned within 3 hours.

Never realized how much emotions I pulled within 3 hours.

Never realized how much I would need God's help.

Never realized how much I could be renewed by God's will.

I am bitter, but I will be alive.

I am thankful of that.