Family in real-time

I never had a family portrait taken of my real family...

but I haven taken lots of family portraits with my future family in heaven.

is it sad that way?

Called my dad yesterday...

our conversation never lasts over 10 min, although he's acceptive at least.

for that I'm relieved.

Called my aunt this morning...

we argued about passion, money, job, and ...living.

she didn't understand faith.

They used to be the closest people in my life...

now, I can't seem to receive their understandings.

Is it really because I am too young?

too full of energy and passion?

too full of ignorance and inexperience?

too full of defiance?

What is the meaning...

of a family in real-time...

if they might not be family forever?

How is it possible that way?

then, how should this love be?

Color

I am currently taking a class called "Color Theory", and for this coming weekend, I'm forced to read about "color theorists"....

Although, I have NEVER thought to find something SO exciting and...COLORFUL among scholarly works of these so called "color theorists". I mean, come on, if your research revolved around mixing paints for hours and hours and designing various color systems, wouldn't it be much better than say, cleaning test tubes for the entire Saturday morning?

Well, I do get to create one of these SUPER cool designs, but for the most part, the color will probably drive me blind. :[

THANKFULLY though, I get to do the research on one of these theorist, Albert Munsell, before I attempt to mess up my adventurous endeavor. Who would have ever thought "color" was a crucial research field, and who would have ever imagined to become famous for mixing colors?

Just so that you might still have doubts about your current field of research, how about stepping out of your field, and research about the "colors" in your life.

I promise you, it's more exciting than you can ever imagine.

Run, for He understands.

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say