Looking back, I have lost my way so many times.

Perhaps in the past 4 month, I have fell away more than I have grown up.

I have thought of giving up and I have thought of letting go.

Yet, strangely, I have been held so tightly, so blessed, even in the deepest abyss.

Maybe it is your relentless calling, or maybe it is my desperate struggle, but it is time.

It is time to grasp your love again, to embrace your love again, and to dwell inside your love again. 

Because your love is deep and your love is wide.